You'd lie perfectly in my arms in every parallel
With my back opposed to you, each inch was accounted for
The feeling of your breath upon the curve of my neck,
weight of your arms hugging my own,
our breaths syncing without effort

From the small of my back and every part of you below the waist
tracing me like a glove,
you shadowed a blanket of warmth and comfort over me that made me dig deeper
It was a sensation I hoped to never forget, nor long for

Yet here I lie, vacant and cold
Every moment of solitude I'm left craving your embrace
What I would do to taste your skin;
feel it tighten as your body convinced me you would fit into me like a puzzle
forever.
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They were beautiful
but they still made me cry
They always told the same promises
the same lies

I wanted to believe
No, I did believe
Through every I love you
and every I'm sorry

Lost between meanings
I lost myself
over and over again
Or did I try to use you to find me?

All the years I basked in your approval
Now you mocked me in plain site
You betrayed me
because I betrayed myself
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With each sip
you became a deeper shade
my darkest of fantasies
your smile was clarification
I could have you
effortlessly
without hesitation

Just one taste
Gripping my fingers around your waist
Open my mouth
I want to feel your cold embrace
Warm my body with each comforting sip
Tonight I want to feel you on my lips
and in his kiss
His firm, yet gentle touch
Forever longing for the rush