The End Of The World As We Know It

I said
I couldn't feel anything
Besides you pushing your stomach
against the small of my back
Making my fingertips dig into the edge of this bed 
I couldn't feel your heart beat
like I once felt with each motion
Couldn't feel 
Anything
But your breath on my neck
​while you pushed your face against the side of my cheek
I couldn't feel love
I couldn't feel anything
But me trying to stop these tears from rolling down my face 
You said
You couldn't feel anything
But my body hugging yours
You said
You couldn't feel anything
You said
You lived for me and now
You live for yourself
You said
"I think this is the end"
And for the first time since the last time you said
"I'll love you forever
I'll never leave your side"
I believed you