If he wanted you, love
he would be here now it’s ok to remember back when your love between one another was the most beautiful shade be grateful for the time but let go of the immense love you once shared; let go of the lingering pain If he wanted you, love you would be there now but all you can be is here stop apologizing about not being enough for him because you were enough you are enough you will be enough, always
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Perceptions are funny. Let me rephrase that, people are funny. We live in a world where people jump to conclusions like they wrote the story and judge ever so freely without any real knowledge on the subject. Just assumptions. So, what we perceive, we believe, right? I mean.. I’m a firm believer in believing. Believe me. But I know it’s trickier than that. Perceptions are based off an idea. Note the difference between that and an observation; an observation is made through senses. Don’t get the two confused. Point is there’s more than what meets the eye, almost always. The problem is some of us choose ignorance, let things like fear take over, or think that we are way bigger than what we actually are. Why. Why do we allow perceptions to lead to judgment? Why judge based off assumptions, some of which we haven’t even made for ourselves? Why must we react with hate towards the unknown? Giving no chance of redemption against silent words. Why do we choose to burn the world we were loaned and take everyone down with us? Why do we choose to hide and follow negativity? Is it because of guilt? Because of boredom? Narcissism? Maybe it’s because we’re scared of being judged ourselves, or shunned if we choose against the majority. Or because we were raised on ignorance, so it must be acceptable, right? Just like we were taught as children that milk will make our bones strong and help us grow. Wrong. Lets get things straight, you have the right to your own opinion, but are you choosing to believe for the better good, or evil? " Your perception of me is a reflection of you; my reaction to you is an awareness of me " - Unknown Remember.. Your perception doesn’t make something really real. At the end of it all, your fact will always be someone else’s fiction. Your right is someone else’s wrong. Your yes is their no. Your truth, their lie. Judgment mirrors insecurity, vanity, and confusion. It's hard not to fall into temptation, living in this world we’ve created.. a monster, it seems. But I promise that the moment you let go of any negative thoughts you might be harboring before you lash out, you will feel incredibly free and so much more at peace. With others, yes, but most importantly.. with yourself. You will notice those thoughts will come and go and start to sparsely appear less and less as time passes. Hate is not and will not ever be the answer. Don’t let this twisted world’s perceptions become your dark reality. Rise above and choose to see the good before letting the bad take over. I promise you, there is an abundance of beauty and light beyond the unknown. " People generally see what they look for, and hear what they listen for " - To Kill A Mockingbird " More the knowledge, lesser the ego. Lesser the knowledge, more the ego " - Albert Einstein
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I couldn't feel anything Besides you pushing your stomach against the small of my back Making my fingertips dig into the edge of this bed I couldn't feel your heart beat like I once felt with each motion Couldn't feel Anything But your breath on my neck while you pushed your face against the side of my cheek I couldn't feel love I couldn't feel anything But me trying to stop these tears from rolling down my face You said You couldn't feel anything But my body hugging yours You said You couldn't feel anything You said You lived for me and now You live for yourself You said "I think this is the end" And for the first time since the last time you said "I'll love you forever I'll never leave your side" I believed you Cold
like when the New England ocean crashes against your skin in spring Blank as if I tried to write without any ink paint with just a wet brush leaving nothing but water marks that will soon dry up Your glass wall is shatter proof a thousand miles between each touch I could walk those thousand miles but that probably still wouldn't give me us Some days are harder than others. Some days bitting our tongue isn't an option. So, we release. Gracefully, or not.. we let go. But how do you feel after? Do you feel better? Do you feel worse? Do you ever reflect on those feelings, wonder why you feel the way that you do?
You are the sole provider of your mind. What you feel is up to you. You can choose to let another energy take over, or you can learn how to be in charge of your own and limit what you allow to flow into your space. Don't feel bad for making a conscious effort to not let something or someone enter into your space without your permission. I know, it is not easy. To hold your own energy without another's interfering.. But it is essential to practice if you want to take control of your emotions, of your life. Letting go is a beautiful thing. It allows for new beginnings. If you don't let go, the weight will become too heavy to bare. You will then lash out and cause even more harm to yourself than you realize. Yes. I am firm believer in speaking my mind and honesty. But I also believe in the line, "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all". Trust me, I am not perfect. I have a very difficult time following my own advice. Especially when I'm dealing with a painfully rude and ignorant individual. Yet, I still try because I know I am also hurting myself if I am trying to hurt another. That is why it is important to choose your company and your words wisely. You don't have to be friends with everyone, remember that. For a peaceful happy mind, quality eclipses quantity. |